2025, oct

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[I KNOW, THIS IS EXTREMELY DELAYED]

Pretty iconic for October, the 10th month of year. And they say Astrology / Numerology isn’t real! HATERZ GUNNA HATE, PUHTATERS GUNNA PUHTATE

Holy moly, this month felt like another January — felt like a whole freakin’ year (not in a good or bad way, but it just felt like a freakin’ year, this!!!)

Some actual move-out photos because this was such a fun day (obviously anyone who’s moved before knows I’m being sarcasting, as it wasn’t — moving is SO STRESSFUL).

them boxes aren’t the only one that’s fragile, confirmed by about two hours after this photo was taken, lel
I removed the photos and posters up on my wall on my last night because I didn’t want the apartment to feel ’empty’ days before I moved out

Sharing Lily with you lot because she’s our Angel Baby Girl — I’ve coined more nicknames for her : Lily Banilly (lol you know where I got this from, hahaha), Girlypop, Lillybelle my Belle, apart from the ones I’ve called her before, like “Lilian“, hahaha. She actually responds to all of them.

Other October tings (with photos) :

NO I DIDN’T WATCH TRON ARES, ew — I was actually sat for a screening for A Big Bold Beautiful Journey, which legit surprised me, because I was silently wiping my tears at the end
napkin on my shirt like a lady (jokes, I eat Popcorn like a maniac)
all the dust in my previous apartment caused my Asthma to make a comeback after over a decade, we love that for me
some proof of life summit summit
one fine Friday morning … I had Pizza for breakfast (as one does)

Other October tings (without photos) :

  • I got into a very heated argument with my former building’s Watchman + Head of Maintenance earlier this month, and I have never seen myself lose my shit that way. It was like I was watching myself from out of my body, and I was a fly on the wall, seeing me scream so loud over the phone. Listen — I understand that life is hard, and working here could be challenging, but we’re all doing our part to do our jobs and live decent lives. If you think you can intimidate me by you walking around like you own the place, when you are in fact, inspecting a unit I lived in for 9 years, marking everything you could as ‘deductibles’ from my security deposit, don’t think people wouldn’t look down on you for being scum. At the end of the day, I didn’t cheat anyone to milk money — the fact that you are also an asshole makes it all the more criminally enraging. But God (or whichever higher being you acknowledge) sees all. I will rest peacefully at night. But also : fuck you, regardless.

My song(s) of the month, undoubtedly (these have been on rotation) :

Imagine thinking a TayTay swift wouldn’t make it during release month … clearly my fave, as well as Wi$h Li$t, but Opalite takes the cake

And naturally, because I saw It’s Never Over, Jeff Buckley this month, how can I not …

BUT!!! THIS!!! ROSALÍA!!! SONG!!! IS!!! EVERYTHING!!!

Like, what the fuock is this??!?!?! A fucking masterpiece!!! I cannot stop listening to this, and the MV is so mesmerising!!!!! HANG IT IN THE LOUVRE, THEY HAVE SPACE NOW HUHU

My top 4 favourite (first-watch) films of October :

Speaking of which — if you fancy giving me a follow on Letterboxd : Abbie’s Letterboxd account.

A few things I reflected on this month :

1.) Saleh ‘s Life. The loss … there are no words.

2.) Respect is huge for me. Yeah, I did not clock it ’til this month and I wish I could elaborate but I’d rather not.

3.) I was reminded not to take things personally — but my god, why is it so hard???

to me, it’s more about being born and what parenting actually means, IMHO

Anyway.

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